My Journey

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Heidi
Hi everyone.  Today is my first day sober and my first day here.  I need all of the help that I can get.  My alcohol consumption has crept up by a massive amount this year and I want to stop i'm just so afraid to do it.  I am craving like crazy right now so i'm just reaching out, trying to gain support and sober friendship.....


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  1. #2 Heidi
    2010-09-1615:57:35 I'm back after a relapse. I don't know why I can't stay stopped. I want to go to meetings but I just can't. I wish I could explain. I have my Big Book and to be honest I don't understand a lot of it.
  2. #1 Michelle D
    2010-09-0607:32:03 Hey Helen (or Heidi), WELCOME!
    The first few days can be tough but just keep it in the day - in fact keep it in the minute if you need to!

    When it feels really tough try saying to yourself:
    Please grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can and wisdom to know the difference.
    It'll help - i promise!

    Are you going to AA meetings? Have you had a look at the Big Book of AA? (they are both really helpful to achieving a happy sobriety) Try to stick around/keep in contact with other sober people. Although it can feel so hard in the beginning, please believe me when i say it is SO worth it. Your life will have new meaning, recovery is beautiful - please stick around and experience it for yourself.

    You are in my thoughts and prayers - Michelle x

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